31 October 2005

....days that just won't end....

i am sure you have had one....you know the day that just WON'T end? yep- having one now. but this day should be a great day- i didn't have to work. after over 100 hours of work last week alone on a movie for our youth sunday- i was given today off.
so my day started with a wake-up call from mother nature as a storm shook my house at 6:30am. so yeah finally was able to fall back asleep after the rumbles settled down a bit (not much it poured until noon- lightening and thunder attacking left and right). my day actually started with a visit to the chiropractor for a back injury that is a year and a half old and getting very OLD every day. today hurt...it hurt bad...but what hurt worse was to hear my chiro actually admit that he is not sure he can do anything to get rid of the pain...he is as stumped as i am as to why almost 2 years later i am still in so much pain....AHHH ...that is so freaking frustrating! he poked and popped some spots then did 'presure point' treatment that actually hurt so bad i couldn't help but cry...insane.
so after that fun event i was off to spend some time in fort worth-woo hoo- but that too was a bust- some cause i was not feeling so hot thanks to the chiro visit- and some because i went to get some new crocs and they were OUT of my size and color i wanted- nothing like not being able to buy some shoes to make you feel sour :-) then had to fight once again with best buy...long story- so not worth writing about- lets just say their "geek squad" that they boast about is not truly a squad of experts but people who dress badly and offer bad advice and pretend they know what they are talking about....also wanted to see 'in her shoes' and that didn't work out...so i just came home and called the day over...
so what is with today? some of it i know is dealing with feelings of things past and things that maynever be....some of it is knowing that there are people who are hurting today- who have lost a friend..a pastor...a father...a husband.. and that their are people out there who don't want to let them be and let them have their time-
you know sometimes life just sucks- today is one of those days- but the bright side of a bad day- is that tomorrow can't help but be better!
but really could today just end? i am gonna make a move in that direction and call it over- sleep come quickly!

1 comment:

mindi said...

sorry yesterday was yucky. here's hoping today is better. besides as scarlett says "after all tomorrow is another day"